Behold, The Product Of My Insanity

Rain On Your Scarred Wrists

Standing with you, the heat from the rocks beneath our bare feet radiating through us as raindrops fall on our faces. For the first time since we met, I can see hope in your eyes.
We don't notice time, the cold or heat, just you staring at me staring at you, and that's our world, no-one else, no outer forces, just you and me, standing in the rain as eternities flash by in seconds.

It's short, but better than my other attempts lately. What do you think imaginary caring person?

He, He... Umm... I Dunno, Wait, Yes I Do!

Okedokey, what I just did may seem strange to you but, it is my way. So deal with it.
I was sitting down reading Johnny The Homicidal Maniac and I had two strange urges, the first to write something and the second to make (or more, eat.) waffles. I ignored my random waffle craving and decided on writing a poem, only one problem, I had no inspiration, so I turned to my trusty muse, rain, I went outside to my little paved area and stood in the rain for about twenty minutes, until my Grandfather came out to see where I was, when he asked what the hell I was doing I replied with the best response. "I'm being inspired, writing in my head, letting my creative juices flow..."
Now I'm back inside I am about to write my little poem and post it later.

I'm not insane! SQUISHY HAM!!!!! (sorry Milsy, I had to use that one)

I still hate television.

Fanfiction

Well, in my utter boredom I wrote my first chapter of my fanfic "Memoirs" and I've E-mailed it over to Gingy for proofreading, I'm about to start on chapter 2. Coz again there's no-one on MSN and I have nothing better no do with my time than research WW2 seeing as Dad's cooking tonight.

Signing Out Again!

Writing And Old Friends

I'm writing a fanfiction! I've never really tried before but I registered an account and got an idea from a documentary on the second world war that was on TV last night. I can post the summary if you guys like, but you'll have to post a comment asking ok?

In other news,I was on MSN last night talking to one of my best friends Gingy, she asked if I remembered a guy from the fifth grade, I said yeah, but I don't remember if we were friends or just acquaintances, it didn't seem to matter because we were on MSN talking in no-time, he showed me a twilight video he made and asked if I would put it on my blog, so there it is in the sidebar, it's the Twilighting link, Watch it! I swear it's rad.

Well now I've said that I'm bored again as no-one's on MSN except for my friend Emma who's blocked me because she feels like being mean.

Over And Out!

Just A Poem

Your Eyes And My Favourite Moment

Surrounded by faces, both familiar and strange, then yours, and all the others merged into one blur. You're looking into my eyes and I'm looking back into yours and for those precious seconds, nothing else matters. Common sense doesn't interfere and pull my gaze away but noticing we're alone, the blur vanished brings us back to reality, if since then it can be called that.

I realize this is quite strange but I couldn't do any better at 2 in the morning.

Kate Beckinsale

I got a better picture of Kate Beckinsale looking very Jane-y.

See the Raddness?

I'm Kinda Pissed Off

Currently pretty miffed, my ex started a rumor about me and then starts dating my bestie (not Milsy). On top of that I'm the bitch for dumping him! It's not my fault he wouldn't leave me alone! If I didn't spend every spare second with him he'd get paranoid and think I was going to dump him (of course in the end it got too much and I did)
Now he hates me, we had a rather interesting phone convo through Milsy that went something like this...

Him- She dumped me.
Milsy- She's here.
Him- Can I speak to her?
Me- No.
Him- I hate her, I've started a rumor abut her on bebo,
Milsy- I hope it's not too nasty...
Him- It is, she broke my heart, but I'm going out with one of her friends now.
Milsy- Who?
Him- Guess.
Milsy- *takes guesses* Maddy?
Him- Yes.
Milsy- omigod!
Me- HE DID WHAT!!!
Him- Is she mad?
Milsy- Are you mad at him?
Me- No, I'm happy he's with her, I'd rather he's mad and hates me than be sad.
Him- I was never sad.
Me Good, mission accomplished.
Milsy- Bye.
Him- Laters.
CLICK

All Hail Thee, Lettuce!

Have you ever been so sad that you've locked yourself in your room with a box of chocolate? Really bad for you, next time try eating some lettuce, call me crazy but it works, surprisingly better that chocolate too! Insanity.

One Of The Pack

I can't decide whether to make this guy Quil or Embry!



His name is Gerald Auger.

What About The Wolves?

Ok, this one needs some serious brainstorming because it's not that easy trying to find an American-Indian looking actor on google images, on top of that they actually have to look like the character they're portraying, dilemma, dilemma.

Markus

This one was giving me trouble but it's solved
Markus Is...

Jason Isaacs!

My Cast For New Moon

Alec- Gaspard Ulliel
Jane- Kate Beckinsale
Hiedi- Diane Kruger
Caius- Orlando Bloom
Aro- Ben Barnes

Finally!

Someone actually took the time to respond to the polls! I was getting very bored and then I saw that someone disagreed with me enough to say so, by the way, penguins will always beat hippos!

New Moon

Ok, here's the deal, I'm trying to make a cast list for the second installment of Twilight "New Moon". I am stuck, all ideas welcome.

I'm So Proud Of Myself

I didn't post ALL DAY! Yeah that's right, I GOT A LIFE! Weeooo! I have been outside all day IN A POOL! Yes a pool, not normal, 7th time in 3 years! Yes I keep count, so, last nights post was not meant in a suicidal way, just questioning, always questioning...

Well What Do You Know

Sunrise again, grrr, now I have to sleep, even if I can't.

How Does It Feel To Be Awake, On Holidays And Sober At 1:30 In The Morning?

Slightly depressing, alright extremely depressing. I am a sleepless insomniac depressed wreck and I don't know what day it is. I need sleeping pills, right, you need a doctor for that, something that, since my usual clinic closed, I am lacking. Great. Well this is pathetic. I FEEL UNLOVED WAAH! WOE IS ME! Lol, dramatizations help cheer me up. So, imaginary people who care, now I am worried over trivial things like if there is a point to life, and if there is what is the point of that when eventually,we all die? What exactly is our goal? Random quote, "Beauty always comes with dark thoughts"- Nightwish. See how depressing this is? My mind is a rather difficult to live with. I'm so deep sometimes, my train of thought is so chaotic. I like that word. So, while I am immersed in thoughts and how strange everything looks through my eyes, you can go have a life and not be bothered about my self-pity.

I'm Still Here, And It's Boring And Sad

Yes, I'm still here, yes it's past midnight and no, I still can't sleep. Are you laughing at me? Because you shouldn't be, because I'm still here, and it''s boring, and sad.

All Dolled Up For Nothing

So I just straightened my hair for no apparent reason, it's not like I'm going to impress anyone, I think I'm just addicted to my hair straightener. That is not normal. So, with that I am going to close this post, but I'll still be on all of my blogs so don't hesitate to post a comment or respond to the polls.

P.S. My music blog (http//www.crazymusicperson.blogspot.com) has music videos, links, lyrics and (if you guys want to comment) a thread.

I'm Awake Again

It may be two o'clock but at least I'm awake. Taking this chance to tell all you guys (and I know theres people reading this, even if they aren't posting comments) to visit my other blogs and the blogs I'm following, I think they're pretty cool anyway. Gotta go, we're having lunch at maccas and I'm really hungry.

Insomnia And The Hole In The Universe

Sorry for stealing the name of a (rather good) Live song but it pretty much describes what's going on with me right now and I cant think of any other way to describe it. I'm really hungry but if I get up it'll be even harder to sleep. I was reading my older posts and I thought of how cool the labels were, especially the last one, cemeteries, dead relatives, red wine and new years eve? How cool is that! Dude, It's nearly sunrise, time for me to sleep before awakening to feed on your blood once again! Lol.

Cornflakes

I am a member of cornflakes- the open windowed religion, created by the very random, Poppy Bloom, I'm not sure what it does yet.

Happy New Year!

Ok, after Christmas, new years isn't that big a deal to most people but In my opinion, new years pwns. I'm usually sad at the start but when the fireworks go off, and the year is FINALLY over (If you had a crap year like me you would know the great sense of relief I'm experiencing) it's just the best. I have planned new years for 2011 already, it's kind of illegal but I'll tell you anyway I'm going to get my best friend, a bottle of red wine, my nan and my mum's ashes and we're going to break into the cemetery milsy's mum is buried in and we'll see in the new year that way. Sounds cool to me.